Music Makes Em High
Monday, May 04 2009 4:46 PM EST | Posted by: B.Dot | Posted in: Newsstand Stan
In the new issue of Vibe, Em speaks more on his drug usage and music addiction.
” ‘My doctor
told me those mysterious new pills were methadone, which is used to
wean heroin addicts off dope. Had I known it was methadone, I
probably wouldn’t have taken it. But as bad as I was back then,
I can’t even say 100 percent for sure. My doctor told me the amount
of methadone I’d taken was equivalent to shooting up four bags of
heroin. Even when they told me I almost died, it didn’t click.’
After detoxing, Eminem suffered a knee injury that required surgery,
but because of his recent drug abuse, he was not prescribed painkillers.
He recalls, ‘I started looking around my house to see if I had a stash
box of Vicodin…I’m ransacking my house, finally find something in
the basement, in a little napkin, seven and a half Vicodin—the big
extra strength ones—and a few Valium.’ The rapper soon relapsed
for the second time and finally admitted to himself he was an addict. ‘It never once hit me that drug addiction runs in my family.
Now that I understand that I’m an addict, I definitely have compassion
for my mother. I get it.’ ”
“ ‘I wanted to make an overall
statement—I’m back. It was a slow process. You
gotta remember I hadn’t recorded a song sober in seven years.
So it took me awhile to even feel like I could record a song sober…I
don’t know the last time I shot a video sober, without drinking or
taking anything. It’s been years.” He continues, ‘I almost
feel like a little kid again with rap. I wanna play around with
different flows. If I don’t feel like it’s what I’m fully
capable of, if there’s one weak line, I wanna change it. Rap
was my drug. It used to get me high and then it stopped getting
me high. Then I had to resort to other things to make me feel
that…now rap’s getting me high again.’”
Vibe hits newsstands May 19th!
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Disrespectful views at Tha Kang, T.I.? Nah, Ms. Banks you're out of line. Yeah Harris' Aussie ain't that dope but neither are you. I just saw you at Coachella and I wasn't impressed. You got the look, the swag, the tough talk but where are the tunes? "212" is alright but that's where it stops. According to Jay-Z's old board rules: You have no right to diss Tip. Look in the mirror and ask yourself: How many classic albums have you created? Are you on anyone's top 10 MCs list? Do you have any hardware on your walls, ma? Cliff is right. Keep him out of the girlfight. You're heavy in these tweets, but I hope you're finding time to create music that backs up your buzz. Or you'll soon be begone like Kreayshawn. You young ladies today bore me. *Turns up Mia X CD* No Limit forever!
The best things in life are free, but hopping on Hov's press conference stage uninvited is gon cost cha. Whatcha did was wrong! ⎯B.Dot
TAKEOVER 09!!!
sooo glad u made it through; we’ve missed you!
def gonna check this interview out